| So...its around that time of the year again... |
[24 Feb 2006|01:41am] |
Kel: when's your birthday this year?
wenm: my mom said:"your birthday will be on a wednesday"
wenm: me said:"oh, then lets get KFC"
wenm: mom laughed
wenm: me forgot to ask which wednesday
wenm: ROFL
and yes, tax....TAX~!!!!!
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[09 Feb 2006|11:35pm] |
kyou, ii shigoto shita kedo
warui news 2tu
matu wa, shigoto: kono mae okutta e wa warui node, kakinaoshi...kirai da...
sosite, nagai aima suki na hito wa, mou, hitori janai...koibito ga dekita...
chotto, saitee kana, kyou wa...
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| such is me....sigh |
[02 Feb 2006|11:19pm] |
Britgitstalker = me
Britgitstalker: i miss my kessen already
Britgitstalker: ROFL
endless008: sigh
endless008: its japanese?
Britgitstalker: yeah
endless008: so i cant check it out hehe
Britgitstalker: yeah
Britgitstalker: when i first got it tho
Britgitstalker: i tried it once and never got back until lately
endless008: hehe
Britgitstalker: i got it like 7 months ago, at least
Britgitstalker: it'd probably be another few months when i would finally get into dirge of cerberus
Britgitstalker: by then, the US game will be out
Britgitstalker: and i'd be wasting the extra money i spend to get it early
Britgitstalker: im so fucking ingenius
Britgitstalker: ::bangs head on the wall::
endless008: sigh
endless008: and
endless008: who's the person that always tells u to get the american versions of stuff?
Britgitstalker: but its OK, Sawajiri makes everything better
endless008: lol
Britgitstalker: ROFL
on another note, i spent over $260 today, thats $60 over the amount i have for expense...oh lord....
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| losing my cool. aigh |
[29 Oct 2005|09:41pm] |
Sometimes, it just happens.
I always think im pretty calm on things, like, you know, not easy to get pissed. but well, i take that back. haha.
I promised to see a friend at YaoiCon, it was largely unplanned, even tho i promised a long time ago.
So i found out today that the one day pass is $35, a little painful for my rather tight budget these days but oh well, i guess its a good thing to support a con and whatnot, since i have to have a badge to go to the dealer's room and see my friend anyway.
Anyway~~~~
everything was cool, i got the badge, i saw her, and that was about 20 minutes after i got my badge.
my friend kel, who had did me a big favor by driving me there; wanted to go in and check out some of the new art from the same booth. I tried to just give him the badge and the wristband, but the wristband was sealed and can not be pulled off, it was plastic and had to be cut to get off. anyways. so the point is, I cant just hand him the membership. and so...
thinking that its a reasonable request, i walked into the con staff room, and asked nicely if i can give kel my badge, so he can go in and check out the new art. the staff asked each other and decided, its not allowed. ( now this has always been a common sense thing, cuz well, we all want people to pay for their own memberships, basic, everyone knows. except little naive wen-M)
As the staff continued to try and explain why they denied my request, i lost it. ignoring their on-going explaination, i raised my voice and said :"WHATEVER~!"
and walked out of the room.
Luckily tho, the situation changed as someone walked up to us. That person saved the image of the con.
so yeah, i think i will go again next year, since i kinda promised my friend, again...
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| OMFG so true and so funny |
[22 Oct 2005|03:29pm] |
Alvin: I saw Chris log on, quite a rare celestial occurance, so I made a wish, then he was gone
:imagine me laughing so hard that i fell off my chair.
today is a wasted day. totally just sitting here. doing nothing... one of those days.
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| Try this |
[15 Oct 2005|11:49pm] |
Watch the same movei 3 times in a row, (which you have seen 3 times already) and then listen to the soundtrack of the same movie for another 7 hours.
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No, im not crazy yet... cuz i just turned off the soundtrack....
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on another, less random note. I'll finally realizing the attractiveness of a pencil drawing.
I think i had been crazy to not like them for so long...
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| more ranting, haha, happier this time i guess |
[03 Oct 2005|01:31am] |
Every now and then, I will come across something and think" I'll never have that"
Now, while thats something i say to myself alot.
which do you think is the saddest part of this?
1) the fact that, indeed, somethings you will never get in life?
or
2) the fact that, you allow yourself to think, that somethings are indeed impossible?
I recently read a short article on Fate.
this person had discussed and viewed Fate from a very scientific way. He thinks that fate is also a cause and effect matter.
He also stated that, this "fate" isnt always held true.
Fate can be seen as limitations.
Who you are, was not decided by you, and that is inevitably fate. =P now, how rich your family is, also contribute to the fate you will have later on. what schools you go to, what people you hang around with, etc etc. (but there are alot of people who grow out of their born circle of life =P )
But say, Two people of different cultures fall in love, so madly in love, but in the end, they will separate because of the huge difference, which they thought they could over come with time? but the only thing time did, was pulling them farther apart. isn't that, part of this "fate" ?
somethings, seems impossible to have for some people, given their status.
but may be, it is indeed the saddest thing, to abandon that tiny little bit of hope, or that simply, that wish, to have what we desire? =P
yes, im fucking wise, bow to me or something, wait, no, just pay me <3
thanks to everyone who replied to my last journal, those thoughts are still with me, but if you know me, im the type to smile more than frown =]
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| depressed ranting, be ware. |
[29 Sep 2005|11:29pm] |
I took a day off from work today, after getting news from Kel that Kinokuniya got the FFVII AC. dvd. i wanted to go get it. I met up with Chris before going there. but we dont care about chris, right? LOL Before anyone offers tho, I don't want it any other way than the original square enix DVD.
Anyways, what started as a happy looking day, went straight down hill after I left chris and gone to jtown alone. (no, its not because of your absense chris, and no, its not cuz i saw you Alvin)
Of course, the DVDs were sold out, I should have known but whatever, I went there anyways.
This triggered an old thought: Nothing is as quick to satisfaction, then my own drawing.
I used to feel pissed off alot when I couldn't get a game on time, always delay after delay. Through the years, I've grown to like my art, because if i have an idea, i can draw it out and it will make me happy, right there, right then. NO waiting, no delaying, and, no paying. things go my way in every inch of the paper.
This is of course, is a curse to me in a way. becoming dependant on one thing, making it a sort of an escape when reality betrays me. its nothing new, i live much of my life on paper. It's also nothing new that life isn't as pretty as we thought it would be when we were little. So, i guess inevitably we find our own drugs to make it worth enduring.
Sometimes i hate myself for liking to draw. but then, if i majored in computer science, would i have been really that much better of? I dont think its a career that separates rich from the poor, i think its just fate. different people, different fate.
Theres all sorts of religion out there, that can possibly answer my questions, but well, Im the type to think, "thats BS"
dont get me wrong tho, i have respect for people who have faith. and has sort of an envy cuz they have something to turn to when troubled.
I feel like i owe my parents so much that i can never repay enough, but I also feel this need to fulfill my own goals in life. and i know, that there is some way to make this both happen. just, when will that happen?
I used to think, well, things will go ok, i will never go homeless, ill always have enough money to spend.
but then i also realized, i'm 27.
when im broke, i used to go to my parents for money, and things will be ok. things i wanted will be obtained.
my parents spoil me, did i mind? no.
but its mostly because i was spoiled since i was born, and the word spoiled, was not in my dictionary.
my parents made things always ok for this family, and while i appreciated all of their undeniable efforts and love, i cant help but to think, i wish i was less protected.
i feel really selfish recently, after i started my art career, i feel like all i do is slack off while they go and work their ass off.
is it true that i slack off? yes, for the beginning.
not anymore tho, i am serious about it.
anyways, i think thats enough ranting. for those of you who read it. thanks and sorry for depressing topics.
I hope your head's still ok, after reading my messy thoughts.
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| 9999 |
[18 Sep 2005|10:40pm] |
So I havent cleared my Deviantart messages for like, a month now. its got 8250 messages stored, im waiting for 9999, then ill take a screen shot, and then... i dont know...what to do...
despite the fact that im online. posting and stuff, I've got stuff to get done this week, hehehe.
On saturday, I got a Cryola doodle pad, those intended for kids. hohohoho, im gonna have fun. XD
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| WTF mate, i suck at coloring boobs. |
[09 Sep 2005|10:24pm] |
I remember i used to draw female characters like everyday, nonestop, and i was rather happy with the results. then, somehow, i started drawing male characters, and got crazy with designing them and then never drew much girls anymore.
last night, i penciled a girl and inked it in this morning, started coloring and @#%@#%@%~!!!
I suck at drawing boobs and coloring them, WTF~!!
time to dig out all those anatomy books.
:dies
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| hohoho back again |
[23 Aug 2005|12:06am] |
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man im so broke. anti-social is very productive... but i kinda miss dinner at In & Out, but knowing me, its not about the food, its just the views....
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| hwaaaa~~~ (out from grave) |
[19 Jan 2005|10:34am] |
its me alive~!!!
i think...i was revived along with the servers... (theres no connection whatsever between the two...)
so yeah, im lame and alive.
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[27 Aug 2004|08:11am] |
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I'm alive and happy everyone, but you still owe me $50. hur hur hur.
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| one weekend and... |
[02 Aug 2004|09:01am] |
My ego exploded good...
I was dreaming for like may be 200 messages on my DA account and the real number was
883 @____@
It's cuz Tish uploaded more pics over the weekend. wtf
now I have over 300 watchers and over 3000 hits, in 10 days. @___@
oh my god, I need to kill my ego.
and sorry for being so full of myself. oh god...
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| found it~!!! |
[29 Jul 2004|10:43am] |
i fking found it~!!!!!
but, what an ugly name for such a pretty flower
=(
japanese name is Mizubashou
English name is Skunk Cabbage ....
http://www.geocities.jp/tadihan/
thank Ichigo and her mom for helping too. =)
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| a night in and out of my sleep |
[29 Jul 2004|08:44am] |
so my psychotic sis-in-law was yelling at the baby again, i had to close the door and try to sleep cuz i was fcuking tired. she was fking yelling at the baby in my dream too. wtf is that fk?
They found a house tho, which is best news ever, next to them moving out and she get the fk out of our lives here. It's time for me to think about which friend to invite to live in my house. mwahahahaha. whoever it is tho, i think you might have to pay a little rent, to help the fooding. after they moved out, we will have 2 bright rooms available. <3
my tireness isnt helping in the developing of the LOU story, i need to pull something together to present to Janelle on saturday. Chris helped on coming up with the story for the first issue tho, so that's kinda set.
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| painter 8 sucks huh |
[26 Jul 2004|01:41pm] |
Reinstalled painter 7 cuz I was freaking out when using painter 8. All the colors appeared toned out, i was beginning to think that my video card was crappy, but damn wtf, it was just cuz painter 8 has dull colors.
started to ink in the sketchs of the main character of LOu lasnight, Lucent, of course, being the main guy. not finished yet gonna do that tonight.
kel, I'm thinking of a schedule of days i will go to your place after work, right now, im thinking tuesday and thursday. let see how this works out first.
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| dreams and goals of life |
[23 Jul 2004|10:59am] |
I'm sure everyone of us will encounter that moment in life which we ask ourselves, wtf am i doing here? and why should i be doing this?
Then depending on the person, you may or may not fall into a period of depression because you just cant figure out why you should be doing what youre doing.
Should you blindly follow your romantic senses and just be a slave to love?
Get a job that pays alot and be able to go on cruises with your love?
I tend to believe that, life shape us of who we are, and if we like who we became, we should continue and be better at being who life wants us to be. this would be my goal in life.
edit, Tish made me an DA account
http://wen-m.deviantart.com/
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